This is Monica, one of the 6 teachers at Bhatti Mines School. I have to admit, that when we first arrived at the school, I hardly noticed Monic at all. We walked in and took a tour of the 6 classrooms and then I gravitated to one of the classes and got to know it a bit better. It wasnt her class, and so we hadnt really connected. She is shy and reserved, usually standin back a bit, placing herself in the shadow, and she hardly even smiles. But on the 3rd day we were at the school, after our day with the children, Santos, the director of the school gathered us together and said, “The teachers have a presentation for you all, would you all come gather?”
So we did.
Monica proceeded to read us a poem she had written to us for us… I want to share it here because she so eloquently expressed herself that it brought us all to tears. For us, her open heart helped us to see yes, our presence really does make an impact.
Translated from hindi by Santos:
The construction of a flower is greater than any flower
Your smile is greater than you
Each soul can only bear so much pain
But nothing you say will ever hurt me
It is rare to find children like us so please never say goodbye
There are many flowers, but I like the rose
There are many people in America, But I like you
I will drink the tears of your memory
I will miss you every moment
Through the pain and through the joy
If I die holding your memory, then I dont mind the death
My heart is a temple and you are the idol
I swear that you are beautiful
If there were a store for happiness
I would be famous there
I offer all my happiness to you
Even if it cost my life
This is my request please do not refuse it
This is a bulb of friendship, Please do not fuse it.
You are the atmosphere of a fragrant evening
You are the overflow of my love
I always hold you in my heart
Oh, my friends, you are the second name of my life
Why do you look at the Taj Mahal?
It is an idol of stone
Look at my friends from America
They have more beauty than stone
Henna shows its color when it is dry
I will miss you when you say goodbye
-Monica
This inspired a response from me to the school:
My Hearts Return
I have learned to dance for many years
But I have never danced like this
I have been trained to move my feet
But songs have never been so sweet
I’ve cried many tears for my own pain
But only now do they heal like rain
Please know that deep inside me yearns
A longing for my hearts return
There is no food that feeds this way
Not mustard seeds nor chocolate cake
When I am here I am complete
I eat your love, It is my feast
The seal around my heart has broken
Wide beyond a locks return
When I am gone please keep this token
To see your face again, I’ll yearn
While I must walk along my way
It’s sure to come that firey day
Please keep with you my sacred stone
Know that I will not walk alone
For now I hae inside of me
A peice of your awakened being
And know that deep inside me yearns
A longing for my hearts return
-Phoebe Hunt